| Happy 28th Birthday <3 |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|08:24 pm] |
Happy 28th birthday, Tsuchiya Yuuichi. <3
I don't know you personally, but as a fan, I feel like I have to at least send you my birthday greetings, even though you'll never read them. Even if you find it, you wouldn't understand because, well, you don't speak English.
I've sent you letters and handmade things for your birthday, hoping it would at least put a smile on your face. I wonder if you keep them or if you put them away.
But it doesn't matter, does it? All I know is that I've somehow expressed my appreciation for you as an actor and performer, because in your own little way, you've touched my life. I'll be a fan for life, I think.
So what makes you so special? I wonder this sometimes. You're just an actor anyway, and those who'll read this will probably think me insane for writing such a lengthy blog for a person who will never read it. But you're still special to me. I'm still a fan. I've been inspired by your strong will, your energetic spirit, your warm smile, your "Do your best!" work ethic, etc.
I suppose everyone has that one celebrity or actor they look up to the most, and you're mine. You're everything I want to be -- outgoing, lovable, loud, successful, well-liked, strong-willed... everything. But what stands out the most to me about you is the fact that although you've had so much success and so many life-changing experiences in your 28 years on this earth, you still know where you came from -- you stay grounded, you stay so damn GENKI, so hardworking, and I wonder where you get all that energy.
I wondered these things for a long time, how you stay so happy doing those things even though times get stressful, busy, and rough... and I realized why. You never wanted more. You still don't. You simply want want you already have, you're happy with what you have in life right now, and you can just do it forever. You're in a group with three other men who have that same outlook, and look where it's gotten you in just the past decade. You love your job.
How I want to know what that feels like.
But I suppose it should suffice for now to watch you, admire you, and live vicariously through you. That should do for now, shouldn't it? I'm just happy to see you on stage, with that child-like glimmer in your eyes, as if you're living your dream. ...Because you ARE living your dream aren't you? You inspire me and others to live their dream too. I wish you knew that.
So anyway, I think I've written enough on this. I just wanted to get it out somehow.
<3 |
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| Know what irritates me? |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|11:11 pm] |
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What irritates me is people's failure these days to be able to read between the lines. I read a journal entry by Saitou Takumi which was translated by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) oh_tuti and was saddened by the fact that people couldn't read what he was really trying to say.
People, he wasn't talking about masturbation. An intelligent person can talk about masturbation without being stupid and giggly and perverted. He was comparing knowledge with sex. Withholding knowledge and outlooks on life and beautiful thoughts like Saitou's from other people is like having someone to love, hold, and cherish and never making love to that person. You might as well be single and masturbate. Yes, you experience the satisfaction and semi-fulfillment when you do things by yourself, but when you share with someone who is important to you, someone who you know will feel those emotions and thoughts flowing from you, then it's ten times better, and you feel that much more at ease, and you have a strong connection with that person, even if it's just for a moment, even if it's just that one time.
Saitou isn't having a weird or dumb moment. Anyone who has read anything of his should know that he has deeper meaning in his words. It disappoints me severely that no one saw the meaning in his words this time, just because it had a sexual reference.
He's not weird. He's not dumb. He's not even being perverted or talking about sex.
Read between the lines, people. You have to when you're reading something of his. And hell, read between the lines when you're connecting with other people too. Maybe you'll be able to change their world like he changed mine when I read that entry. |
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| XD |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|02:06 pm] |
I have reached my goal.
I can kick my sister's ass at DDR now. <3 |
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| This is what no sleep does to you. |
[Jun. 16th, 2006|08:56 am] |
*points at icon*
...i must be on crack. XD
I should be off to work in an hour or so and I woke up earlier than I usually do, and I found myself making this. I actually think it's quite amusing, although I'll probably be embarrassed and take it down later. I just love this old drawing and decided to finally make use of it.
I finished my Inui/Mizuki picture I was working on last night, too, and may I say, it looks incredible~ I'm not sure if it's a good idea to upload it quite yet. I have to give it to the person I drew it for. XD But I'm so happy with the finished(?) product... I've really improved, I think.
I'm really working hard on improving myself in all sorts of different ways. It's hard, and it's frustrating, but it will be okay, because I promised this to myself, that I would be someone who's better than the person I once was. People have started to notice the change, and it's not like I'm changing myself completely... I'm just changing my bad habits. It's not bad, right? It's not like I'm becoming a completely different person. I just want to improve, to move forward, to become someone who doesn't look down at the ground when I'm in public. I want to look up to the sky, look forward to the future, and stop living in the past. It's good, right? To want those kinds of things.
I don't remember when it was that started this change in me. I do remember, however, what inspires me: Love, family, friends, music, laughter, dancing, singing, and everything that I hold dear to me. I've always had those things, but I never treasured them like I do now.
But once I started to love them, to love him... it was like one after one, every switch in my heart and mind was flicked to "on", and I felt the energy of life come back to me, and I started to think, "Ah, I remember now... that's what love really is.." and I felt my love for them grow, and inevitably, I felt their love for me coming back.
They're the family I always look forward to seeing every day, they're the ones that inspire me to keep going, keep reaching, and I'm glad they're here. |
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| I die. |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|09:22 am] |
Takiguchi Yukihiro, you are so freaking gorgeous it HURTS.
That is all. <3
...For now. |
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| I love you, new cast. |
[Jun. 4th, 2006|08:31 am] |
So, like. Old news, right? I knew it already, I just wanted to dedicate an entry to them. They are simply adorable, and since I'm an Oishi freak, I was a little nervous about who the Oishi would be. Thankfully he turned out to be that damned hot.
I actually like an Oishi who isn't Tuti? BLASPHEMY.
Yeah yeah I know I was really shitty towards Zukki, but I swear I love the kid now. I was a jerk and I acknowledge that. :(
But this guy. Oh god, this guy.
I kept staring. I mean, he looks like young Tuti. And then again, he looks like young Washi too, doesn't he? So I figured it out.
He's their forbidden love child.
Tushi.
And yeah, I was probably on crack when I thought of that.
So I decided to make my first ever animated ANYTHING dedicated to that. *points to icon* I must be high on some medication or something. XD Even though I don't take it.
Wow, this was supposed to be something dedicated to the new cast, but it was just an entry about Tushi. So guess who my favorite new cast member is so far? XDDDD |
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| For freakin' crying out loud. |
[Apr. 6th, 2006|08:28 am] |
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(Ranting and getting shit off my mind 'cause I hate idiotic fangirls whose necks I can't break because of distance)
Those two idiots posting constantly in English in Eiji's blog NEED TO QUIT. Stop telling him stuff like what you ate for breakfast or what the weather is like and how you DOWNLOAD STUFF OFF THE INTERNET THAT YOU SHOULD BE PAYING FOR.
AND OMGGG DOES HE REALLY NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE DREAMING ABOUT HIM?
THAT'S JUST CREEPY.
Don't do it. Just freaking don't, you morons. I don't care if you're not fluent in Japanese. Neither am I, but dammit I'm learning to so I can speak and write to them in Japanese. What you're doing is OFFENSIVE. Do you not understand that the way they view interaction between people is not as casual as it is in your community, your city, state, province, country, CONTINENT?
If you want to comment and tell him you appreciate him, FINE. But he doesn't need to know all the extra unrelated BS. STOP DOING IT. JUST FREAKING STOP.
You're not only being offensive, but you're freaking people out and YOU'RE MAKING OTHER FANS FROM ALL AROUND THE WORLD LOOK BAD.
You're flooding his freaking comments with NONSENSE. Face it, geniuses... NO ONE CARES. NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU DID WHEN YOU FIRST WOKE UP. NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU DID WHEN YOU SAW HIS BLOG ENTRY. YOU CAN'T EVEN READ IT. IF YOU CAN'T WRITE IN JAPANESE, HOW THE HECK DO YOU READ JAPANESE??? NO. ONE. CARES.
Especially when they're ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD.
Face it, morons. They're NOT your friends. They probably never will be your friends. Don't treat them like they are until they actually have become your friends.
IT'S CALLED RESPECT. |
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| Jailbait never looked so tempting. |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|03:57 pm] |
So Aoyagi Ruito is coming out with an idol DVD. I only just started getting into these things, but I can't believe the incredible smex that is contained within those mere thirty minutes each DVD. And Ruito coming out with a DVD is almost too good to be true. Now, don't get me wrong, I don't think I'll perv over this one as much as I would, say, Katou Kazuki (God bless his parents), but Ruito putting out a dvd is way too tempting to pass up.
So when he comes out, and if I can get it, he'll have a warm welcome into my Idol DVD collection.
Hentai ja nai. Really. >.>
Do I have Takigawa Eiji's? I don't remember... Oh, and Kenta and KENN are on their way, so I'm excited. <33
Anyway, I'm so totally getting Aoyagi Ritsuka Ruito's dvd. I wonder how Soubi Saitou feels about it. XD |
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| First Entry >D |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|08:40 pm] |
I bought a new frame for my hotboypics. It's acutally kinda cool and it's a lot less bulkier and more stylish than that big posterframe I had them in. Tuti looks unbelievably gorgeous in it (as always) and I have yet to buy another set of frames. I can't believe I have ...*counts* ..... (censored number) boy pictures. AND MORE ON THE WAY.
O_____O
Tuti, Souta, Endou, and Takuya (among others) make my world go round.
Kinda.
But they're the best. I guess I've found what I most like to collect. Too bad my Michaela hogs that one Endou picture. I swear if Endou were here she'd up and marry him.
God, what a first entry this was. Ah well, more pervy innocent, pure thoughts on my innocent, pure crushes tomorrow. Maybe. |
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